Diamond's Log

lol...last few days...i mia cos i was at mc chalet...it was fun...we had it at zi yang's place...its different but i was cool...his house is a sem-d it has 5 toilets and 6 rooms...we had like 5 of the rooms to ourselves...but we stick to 2 rooms only...the living room...where we mahjong all day...the ps2 room..where we muso all day...at 1st it was alvin and shi tat was playing muso(dynasty warrior)...then i took over...i was mind less kill...but we reach a stage where it was diff to pass cos got this very strong general...got high evasion and one hit killer move....lol...we played tat stage at least 10 times...we even tried my stragies...i was suppose to fight him 1st cos at the start my troops and his troops were head on....but one time i decided to chiong top and kill the top general cos easier....guess wat...the gay general clear our bottom army and was hunting me down....wat the hell...i really freak out la....lol...but we manage to pawn him(ie kill him) after 100000 tries..lol...me and shi jun together were unstoppable ...muahahahahah - evil laugh

Merry xmas everyone...lol...well its yesterday but nevermind...lol....havent been back home for days lol...since friday..hmmm...today is tuesday...lol...well its not the longest i never been at home...lol..anyways...yesterday suppose to go out with judee jo ginny and yuhan to go watch movie but one by one cancel...so in the end never go out with them...sian...i had to find something to do until i go to cai's place at night...cant go earlier cos cai meeting sara...so i decide to call jk but never ans...sad....called kanesh but he not free...sad...most prob going out with gajae....i was surfing then jk call me back...he say he was too lazy to ans the phone...he was sleeping...ass...lol...so i meeting him about 2pm...i told him i go kun 1st b4 we meet cos yesterday dota until 4.30 am...lol...then wake up at like 8am...lol...when i was sleeping i was pleasantly awaken by phone call by kanesh...yeah..this means gajae need to spend time with family...yeah meeting the guys...less cai...lol...idiot

i meet jk 1st...walk around and jus talk cock..i realise when i comes to holiday i dont excerise...could be the weather...raining cats dogs and elephants...lol...but its more like no motivation...dont like to run alone...but when school start in going to but work out...lol...kanesh too forever to come down la...when i called him at 4pm he wa still at home and he say he will be there at 4.30pm...madness..was he going to do fly here ah....ass...lol...for the 1st time i hear kanesh actual say he want to walk...must be stuck at home too long ....lol

Talk cock the usually stuff la...we got tried so we end to fulliton hotel and chill...lol...jk bring up something i was tell me tat my name if literally translated to chinese means a very pious person....道人...if u dont know by now i have 2 names...one is Muslim Sahib bin Nainam Sahib...i was given this name by my parents...my other alias is Muslim Sahib Torun...Torun is my mom's 2nd husbands surname...why i change my name..well i didnt...i jus came home one day and my mom told me she change my name...i kangaroo kena spotlight for a while..then like watever la do wat every u want...well i like the name have been using it for very long..the 1st name too long...anyways when jk tell me my name being tao ren...was going wat the hell...i never seem to be able to run away from my name...cos "muslim"...means a person who submits to the will go god....lol

i like when he told me sahib is literally translated is 沙河 which is Shahe...sha is sand...
he is river....sand and river goes hand in hand...without either 1, the other wld not exist....jus like kanesh and gajae...

My name is so cool...but im not into religion...im more like spiritual...i believe in god and tat our relationship between u and him is sacred...no has the right to say wat u do is wrong or right when it comes to ur acts...only he knows wat u are going thought and only he will understand...im not saying tat if u do something wrong its ok...im saying tat he will judge and u will know if he approves or not...tat all...

Oh well...girl got me something when she went to Australia..cant wait to see wat it is...she sounded excited to show me wat its....b4 she left she ask me wat i want but i told her jus get anything tats screams my name....u know its not necessary have to be orange u know...im not suppose to say anything cos i dont think she got for other ppl...so u all hush hush ok...lol...miss her...cant wait to see her for mc chalet...

The Animal
Carol of the Bells

presents, presents and more presents

me and jo

my new razer

The Animal

Razer Krait - For gamers. By gamers.

My sister lending me $20 - Blessing

Wakeing up on time - Blessing

Ppl on msn to say good morning to - Blessing

Stopped raining so i could walk to the interchange - Blessing

Meeting Alvin on the way to school - Blessing

Crossing Dangerously and didnt get knock down - Blessing

Helping Nixon out with tq stuff(good deed of the day yeah) - Blessing

Talking to Nixon about Death Note and DOTA - Blessing

Found 50cent in my jeans(ice cream cone!!!) - Blessing

Cute salesgirl kind enough to direct me to another store and has more variety of the xmas present i need to buy - Blessing

Leon telling me for the TEN THOUSAND time how much he loved heroes(save the cheerleader, save the world) - Blessing

Kanesh knowing tat i was at his door(kanesh was alone at home, his doorbell not working and i cant call) - Blessing

Kanesh burning D.O.A onto a cd without me asking - Blessing

Kanesh offered me chocolates - Blessing

Rui Rui waiting patiently for me - Blessing

Having fun while doing survey - Blessing

Saw 2 hot girls in Yishun(made my head turn) - Blessing

Feeling relived tat my day is over - Blessing

Stop raining so i can walk home - Blessing

Enjoying my walked home(i sang..havent dont tat in along time) - Blessing

Having a home to go to - Blessing

Jansy free to talk cock on the phone - Blessing

Knowing tat my neighbour wont of his wireless so i can DOTA at night - Blessing

Knowing the guys later DOTAing - Blessing

I was never alone the whole day - Blessing

The Animal
God is still looking out for me

@!#$%^&*()_+ - Office of Finance not picking up the bloody phone

@!#$%^&*()_+ - Woke up today. feel down. no money to go out but have to go out. Ask sis for $20.

@!#$%^&*()_+ - Said good morning to ppl on msn. No very good responds. Charles and jk talking about money. sian

@!#$%^&*()_+ - can to school today. spend money on transport.

@!#$%^&*()_+ - Today i notice im hunching and my right sholder is lower then there other. its seems my current emotional state affecting my posture. tats bad.

@!#$%^&*()_+ - have to go town to get the xmas exchange present. spend money on transport sian.

@!#$%^&*()_+ - Need to pay $20 bucks for mc chalet. Still own zhi yang for sci club jacket.

@!#$%^&*()_+ - Need to go amk to meet kanesh. spend money on transport again.

@!#$%^&*()_+ - Meet alvin on the train today. tried to cheer myself up will talking to him. At least got to more about death note the manga.

@!#$%^&*()_+ - need to go home and dump my stuff b4 going to work. spend money on transport again.

@!#$%^&*()_+ - im walking slower than usual.

@!#$%^&*()_+ - dont know if tmr have enough to go to yuhan place and go home.

@!#$%^&*()_+ - dont think i got enough to buy anything for pot luck tmr.

@!#$%^&*()_+ - im closing road very reaklessly. almost got knock down 3 times today. and i didnt even try to avoid it.

@!#$%^&*()_+ - i think sat everyone want to go for delifrance breakfast buffet. dont if i should leave earlier or watch ppl eat

@!#$%^&*()_+ -Nixon in the club room doing tq stuff alone. feeling compell to help him. need to bring 20 stacks of post cards to town. its like 20,000 fliers. and his alone!!!!!

@!#$%^&*()_+ - ppl always ask me why im always very happy cos the always see my smiling and laughing. i will go really mah. cos deep down inside im very sad.

@!#$%^&*()_+ - Office of Finance still not picking up the bloody phone

The Animal
i may walk slow but i will never walk backwards - Jonney Walker

Heroes is a new tv series by nbc...according to kanesh it is base on a marvel comic of the same name...i saw the ad on heroes on starworld when i was at my grandma's...i thought i looked cool but it was a short 20s plus i dont have cable..so i didnt think much of it...the next day i was talking to Russell...one of my last batch recs...we where talking about tv shows la...he ask me to watch heroes...now it was getting attention...i look for it on peekvid.com and i found it...http://tv.peekvid.com/s3022/...the link if u want to watch it...i watch the 1st eps and i was hooked...its bloody brilliant i tell u...its a bit like x man la...ppl having powers and stuff...but the unique thing is tat the characters we portrayed more human....unlike x men which is more fantasy with its state of the art damager room and cheezy costumes...the characters were faced with normal problem...teenage insecurities, drug addiction, dysfunctional families and etc....which made them more relatable...

Each episode will reveal sometime new about the characters or storyline, which will keep u at the edge to ur seat…the whole epsiode is jus fulled with excitement tat leaves u wanting more….its like when u see girls wear something hot and sexy…they reveal enough to make ur mouth water but cover enough to let ur imagination run wild…okok I better not get too carried away…lol

To top it all off, the ending scene of each episode will jus blow ur mind away…u’ll jus go wat the hell!!!...open another window and wait for the next episode to load…lol…I finish watching the 1st season…the 2nd season will only be out in jan so jus have to wait lor…cant wait to watch…I manage to get leon and kanesh to get hooked on the show…muahahahah – evil laugh…but seriously out of 5 stars I would give this show TEN THOUSAND STARS!!!!...a must watch

I hope u will enjoy the show as much as I did..yeah


The Animal
Jo thanks for the ding dang and tora…very nostalgic

Yesterday i when to jurong point..jus hanging with the SOW06 ppl...i was on the way to interchange when i saw daniel...it has been long time since i've seen him...i was very happy to see him...i gave him a hug...i miss him...i have known him sec 1

Daniel was the 1st person tat i ever told about my family problems...he help me lot for being there and having a listening ear...tat time i really felt like shit...parents jus got devoice, moving to an unfimilar area, living alone and money problems...but sad too say i kind of let our friendship drifted apart...i think it was becos he knew too much about me...i know its sounds weird but ya...somehow i felt ashame of my situation and wanted to run away...i knew no one that i felt could relate to wat i was going true at tat time...i jus wanted to run away

Its the same thing tat happen to Lynn...miss her too...we still keep in touch but our friendship was not as personal as it use to be...i really didnt mean for such things to happen to us...as long as im alive i will make right by this 2 ppl...tats a promise

The Animal
God Bless Daniel and Lynn

Hmmm...well this is wat they said about me...but some of the questions are too general tats wat i think...oh well

Dating Strengths	Dating Weaknesses
1. Flirtiness - 87.5% 2. Sense of Humor - 85.7% 3. Confidence - 72.2% 4. Optimism - 71.4% 5. Varied Interests - 71.4%	1. Appearance - 77.8% 2. Lack of Essentials - 66.7% 3. Financial Issues - 63.6% 4. Selfishness - 63.6% 5. Arrogance - 62.5%

Dating Strengths Explained
Flirtiness - Flirting is a good way to break the ice, and you are a pro at it. Being flirtatious will open up many dating opportunities. Sense of Humor - Girls are attracted to people with a good sense of humor. Be sure to put yours on display! Confidence - You are sure of yourself and confident of your abilities. Displays of confidence go a long way when attracting a date. Optimism - People are drawn to your positive outlook. Your optimism attracts others to you. Varied Interests - You don't limit yourself, and that's a dating asset. Your varied interests make you available and interesting to a wider range of girls.
Dating Weaknesses Explained
Appearance - Devoting a greater effort at making good first impressions is a must. Try to be fit and develop a style if you want to catch a girl's attention. Lack of Essentials - Dating is difficult for you because you lack certain key things, which may include private space, a car, money, or a nice wardrobe. Work toward obtaining these essentials! Financial Issues - Your financial situation is not in good shape, and this does not bode well for you on the dating scene. Try to get on top of your financial difficulties. Selfishness - You think too much of yourself and your needs. You must learn to put your partner first and tend to her needs. Arrogance - You are a bit full of yourself. You need to practice a little humility now and then, as arrogance can be a turn-off.
Dating Strengths and Weaknesses Quiz by Dating Diversions

Yesterday me and the guys was dotaing, suddenly jk afk. Abit weird la cos we were having strong opponents, ie he wont afk for no valid reason. 1 min later he ask for my pin for my matric number. My worst fears came. Result are out?! It was an unofficial website. Dont know if its true or not. The url is https://integral.nus.edu.sg/ui/exam2000a.Homepage but it has been remove for now. It was supsious cos the results not suppose to be out so soon and im not suppose to be able to see my results cos i havent full paid my tuition fees. Then again SM(soon meng) said its true cos it was the same unofficial webpage they check their results last sem and it telly with the actual results. All very confusing. I was quite sad when I looked at my grade.

ma2108 - b
ma2215 - b-
qm -c
psyco - c
ts - b-

cap: 3.00

wah so sad cos my cap already so low then drop some more. sian. JK was even more distorted then me. His cap drop to 3.06. He couldnt dota properly. Even thought I owned yesterday with my drow and sniper, my heart was still uneasy. I call jansy this morning, she told me its bull and dont believe it. Oh well this results is already very bad, so im more or less prepared. Any other result will only be better. Pray for the best and expect the worst.

The Animal
My flu is very bad

On Tuesday i went for SWEAT - Sports camp. I did want to go la, the place so ulu. Lol. But i want to help bao yin out la so i went. Everybody was surprise to see me. The welcome was very nice and warm. I was abit stone tat morning so i dont think i replied them with as much ento as they welcome me la. Some more i was dreading the fact that im going to MC for their bbq tat night. Come on la. if ppl forus u a mic and ask u to talk for at least 2 hours u want mah. I concertrated on my job so i dont have to think of the MCing tat night. lol. Anyway......

We went windsurfing. Uncle Robert, the guy teaching us, he dam pro la...power. U can tell when he speaks tat there was years of experiance behind his words. In the moring I jus stone and chat around with the sports comm. fun and nice ppl. oh lionel was there too. Nus windsurfing club came down to help with windsufing. long time never see tat idiot. lol. Intially i didnt want to go into the water to windsuf cos i dont want to look as if i was free loading. then everybody went. ie the comm too. Windsurfing was fun. I got it at the 1st try. yeah. lol. but stearing was diff, could becos i was very bad with balancing as i move on the board. lol. i was tiring too cos u keep falling in to the water. Lol

At night the MC thingy went well. I manage to find things to say. I basically commented on every tom dick and henry thing. lol. The 1st game was outragous cos it involves licking wipe cream on wierd body parts. the second was ok. its a shim pagent(coss dressing guys). we made nigel cross dress. lol. yeah. his name was or should i say her name was princess. lol. when we could couldnt decide who was the winner, we made then do a dance show down. Sad to say chio bu's tried to turn on the MC. lol. After everything we jus sat around drinking and singing ktv.

Sports camp was fun other tat the wheather tat give the comm tons of problem. There were issues with how they made certain decisions but they are young. they got time to learn. Overall SWEAT was a success. Kudos bao yin and jia hua.

The Animal
Nightmares over Shim Pagent

when translated means 1 litre of tears. I was going to yaling's sister's concert on sat la, i meet aifeng and her freshie(i know them so long also cant remember her name...jus like girl..lol...anyways). she told me about this show called 1 litre of tears. WOW tats alot of tears, i said jokingly la. She told me tat i was sad and u will comfirm cry one. I took it as a challenge. It has been long since i watched a show and cried. As far as i can remember there was only one show tat made me cry b4, but i dont really remember the show. Something other then its a sad show compell me to watch. I dont really know wat was it. However, when i heard about the show i knew it was worth the time.

the if 2 eps was ok la. u get to know the characters, the storyline, tat kind of thing. then i watch the 3 eps it was about Aya(the main character)finding out about her disease. Her parents knew about her disease but didnt tell her. they came up with some other illness. In the 3 eps she was suspious of wat was happening and she was going to find out the truth. B4 finding out she said "today is the last day i can be myself. Tmr i will know. and i will change" i begin to tear. for me not being about to be urself is a big deal. tats how i lead my life. thats why i dont care wat other thinks of me and that is the reason why i can do many thing in my life. Not being able to be myself is like ripping my soul from my body. I really didnt expect the amount of tears i was going to shed.

There was something she said in the 6 eps tat made me think. she went "Even though I have been hurt b4 by those heartless glances, this also helped me to understand tat around me, there still exist some gentle glances." in this eps she deals with how ppl around give werid stares or say stuff about her. Its true wat she says u know. When ppl say bad stuff about us we get hurt and we dwell on tat pain. However if we look around us there are others tat can understand and support us and tat is the most important thing. There are many things in the show tat made me think or re-enforce the personal believes tat i have. I feel it will be the same with anyone else watching the show.

I have told many ppl about this show. I told them its a sad show and u will confirm cry. However, I was wrong. I its not a sad show. Its a touching show. It talks about life throught Aya's eyes. Her struggles and her pains. Not forgetting her joys and laughter too. Dont let the fact tat u dont feel like crying stop u from watching it. U will miss out on wat Aya has to say.

The Animal
PS. The show also has nice songs...i post it at the side bar..go watch its called Sangatsu kokonoka

Something was suppose to happen to day but never did....i sux...dam...my brain was saying speak but my mouth cant open...dam...i called the whole world but no one answer their phone..well leon and jo did la...thx...i calm down already....head clear again...so exhausted man...leon u better get the car i want to go for supper!!!!!...lol...joking la...and ur brother is an ass!!!...lol...im not joking about this one...it will happen...it must happen

The Animal
Feeling 10 again

if to u its jus an equation then u have not began the to under stand the beauty of mathematics. Yesterday after everyone(sow06) when back after we meet up, I went to borders. I had to hang around for a while cos leon wasn’t home yet. Anyways I took a couple of books to read. Hmmm let me see if I can remember. Some joke book and 2 math books. I was expecting to read the joke book more but it was the opposite. I finish reading one whole book on math. I was about 200 pages long and I did in 1.5 hours. I jus read the intro and I was hooked. Then book is called “The pleasures of pi,e and other intresting numbers”. The auther Adrian Yeo talked about the beauty of numbers. If u look at the series u see some of them is dam chio let me show u one

This was the one tat really caught my eye…lol…but there are other much more simpler than this la of cos.

When I read the book I was blown away. Amazing truly amazing. do u know wat is the beauty of this equation, its the fact tat it encompose 4 big areas for mathematics in one equation; geometry, numerical analysis, trigonometry and complex number. The beauty of math. Small things like this makes me want to study it more.

The Animal
God created everything by number, weight and measure. - Isaac Newton

Some how I can never get out of this problem anywhere I go…i always have to worry about it…money…I really hate it…I wish I had other problem….i would rather trade with some other problems…I cant believe I let it drag until exams…I couldn’t pay my tuitions fees cos I had no money…I got enough to survive but not enough for me to pay…I was feeling very lost…I couldn’t tell to anyone…everyone was busy with preparing for exam and there is nothing anyone can do for me…it’s a long term problem…I didn’t even tell anybody not even leon kanesh or jk…but now that the holis are coming in a few days time the feeling is back…since I stop working a month ago my financial status is at cringe... it pains me to tell ppl I cant go out with them…becos I cant affort to…I wish I can jus go out and not have to worry about this kind of thing…I rather enjoy the company then have to worry if I can affort the place we are going to have dinner…I still have debt I haven’t pay to my friend…I don’t like to own ppl money…and the reason is I don’t know when I can pay them back

my family is not ppl u can turn to when it comes to money…I know this for fact…having to pay for my own sch money and my O levels and A levels all on my own…living like this for more then 10 years now, it gets very tiring sometimes…I have paid from the food on my plate to the clothes on my back…having doing for a long time makes u think I can plan my finance will..but I still cant...holis are the worst time cos it’s the time when u spend most…cos during hoils ppl go out and indulge…I don’t want to be spoil their fun jus becos I cant affort…I rather not go…why is it so difficult for me not to go…its becos I live for my friends…the ppl around me…im not close to my family…making ppl happy makes me happy…

jus manage to pay half my tuition fees b4 for exams started…the next payment is soon …I cant get results if I don’t… or even worst can bid for the next sem modules… don’t know how im going to do it but I will…then still have to worry about next years one…I didn’t want to enter join NUS in 05…I wanted to work 1st then come in 06 when my finance is more stable...but kanesh convince me otherwise…if he never did I wouldn’t have Shakespeare, SOW06 and RAG07…thx

The Animal
I’ll survive

Today I had my psychology paper. Wow it was really gay shit man. Of all model she test us the Vellutino 2004 model la come on. That model is so ulu. I was laugh after the paper cos I did know how to react. I was frustrated tat I did memorize tat model but everyone didn’t know the model either. Well I take my hat of to u if u actually remember the model. U really deserve ur A. Anyway I went back to space an was telling everyone how gay shit the paper was. Yuhan got it la…he straight away said DOTA…but the girls couldn’t understand it….I tried to describe but I think I never do it properly…I typed it nicely for u all to read

So how did the term "gay shit" came about? Its actually the combination of two different term, "gay" and "Holy Shit". It is not as some might infer, the end result of a cheerful person going about his daily business. So before we can truly understand the beauty of the phase "gay shit" we need to understand the essence of the two terms mention earlier.

The word gay has a few meanings, originally meant in English happy. In modern usage, the term is often applied interchangeably with homosexual. In the world of gaming the word is used as a term to describe a character or hero in a game that is extremely strong or cunning. One would call this person gay.


The term "Holy Shit" is used in many context to express extreme surprise. However, in a game world it is use as one of the awards for the amount of kills one has. Lets look at DOTA (Defense of the Ancients), the amount of kills one have is reflected by the following sound effect in the game

3- killing spree
4- dominating
5- mega kill
6- unstoppable
7- whicked sick
8- mmmmmmmmonster kill
9- godlike
10- holy shit...

if you play DOTA and have gotten 10 kills but have never heard HOLY SHIT sound effect, it could be due to the fact that you died. The sound effect is only awarded for kills in succession and kills without dying. If you do die the program you start counting from zero kills again. This means your a loser, cannot even stay alive for nuts, you don’t deserve to playing you noob!!! Games like Unreal Tournament 2004 have similar scoring system.

By combining the two words together we get “gay shit” which describes how something is so powerful that it totally blows your mind way.

Especially for judee don’t use the term wrongly ok

The Animal