Saturday, November 04, 2006
Captain's Log 20 - Emosionally drained
Yesterday was a horrid horrid horrid day....hey now is sat...hmmmm....it was thursday....but u know wat i mean la
i had a horrid weekend....sat was mc meeting...it took long enough...then went frogging with nigel...the sunday slept awhile then came back to sch and perpare stuff for halloween the slept at 3am in the morning...at least space was very nice and cosy to sleep in...monday was halloween i was so shag tat i was like throwing tanterns at jo and yuhan....i hope i controls it enough tat i wasnt so irritating lol...the tuesday halloween again...pack up like no mcs came la....the only mcs tat was there was me john cuiting and alvin...tuesday night concuss again...waste 4 freaking whole days worth of studying time....sian...but tat wasnt the worst part....
i was rushing to school one thursday...cos i wake up pretty late and i didnt want to be late for ts lecture...its my favourate this sem....on the train i was looking through the msges i recieve the pass few day....i realise my friends asked me how i was doing or anything lor...really wat the hell la...not as if u dont know tat i was flooded with stuff....wat cant even drop me a msg to ask if im or....then i realise something...i realise tat most of my friend i initate conversations...be it msgs, calls or jus talk cock...its very draining to do this for every single one lor....(and dont u dare include cai kanesh or jk...they are different....they are special)....i felt like this the whole day....tat is the worst part...the was so bad i didnt even care about my ts paper later tat day...
i told jansy wat happen but she didnt seem to get wat i was saying or my be i wasnt clear....
but at least i felt much better when i called girl tat night...she could understand wat i was going through la so...she wanted me to pon school la for the whole of friday....i would love too but too bad cannot...i got like tuition on in the morning...then need to get back my 2108 mid term and meet with dean in the late afternoon so ya...day was packed...thx girl...hugs and kisses with loads of haagen-dazs Baileys® Irish cream and mint chip ice cream
for those who let me be a part of ur life i am truely greatfull...for those tat doesnt give a dam...u can take my friendship and stuff it up ur bloody ass for all i care
The Animal
have to mugh for QM test again
i had a horrid weekend....sat was mc meeting...it took long enough...then went frogging with nigel...the sunday slept awhile then came back to sch and perpare stuff for halloween the slept at 3am in the morning...at least space was very nice and cosy to sleep in...monday was halloween i was so shag tat i was like throwing tanterns at jo and yuhan....i hope i controls it enough tat i wasnt so irritating lol...the tuesday halloween again...pack up like no mcs came la....the only mcs tat was there was me john cuiting and alvin...tuesday night concuss again...waste 4 freaking whole days worth of studying time....sian...but tat wasnt the worst part....
i was rushing to school one thursday...cos i wake up pretty late and i didnt want to be late for ts lecture...its my favourate this sem....on the train i was looking through the msges i recieve the pass few day....i realise my friends asked me how i was doing or anything lor...really wat the hell la...not as if u dont know tat i was flooded with stuff....wat cant even drop me a msg to ask if im or....then i realise something...i realise tat most of my friend i initate conversations...be it msgs, calls or jus talk cock...its very draining to do this for every single one lor....(and dont u dare include cai kanesh or jk...they are different....they are special)....i felt like this the whole day....tat is the worst part...the was so bad i didnt even care about my ts paper later tat day...
i told jansy wat happen but she didnt seem to get wat i was saying or my be i wasnt clear....
but at least i felt much better when i called girl tat night...she could understand wat i was going through la so...she wanted me to pon school la for the whole of friday....i would love too but too bad cannot...i got like tuition on in the morning...then need to get back my 2108 mid term and meet with dean in the late afternoon so ya...day was packed...thx girl...hugs and kisses with loads of haagen-dazs Baileys® Irish cream and mint chip ice cream
for those who let me be a part of ur life i am truely greatfull...for those tat doesnt give a dam...u can take my friendship and stuff it up ur bloody ass for all i care
The Animal
have to mugh for QM test again
